Life makes one so emotionless, so cold that one forgets to cherish the small moments of happiness and forgets to cry for lost dear ones, missed opportunities in the past and also cry during times of happiness & nostalgic memories. Sometimes, one really wants to unleash the emotions within, but as time passes one becomes so hard at heart that it just does not happen.
I don't know how to cry. At times, you really want those drops to roll over your cheeks just to feel good. You really want to cry sometimes when you remember old friends, and how insensitive you were to them, how you have lost contact with some of your best childhood buddies after new ones came in, how you miss your dear ones who have always been so caring for you while you haven't, how you talk to your cousins only on their bdays now while you spent hours playing with them during your childhood, how suddenly trivial things in life become more important than those that actually matter, how your parents have brought you up by sacrificing everything they had and you still can take hardly 5 mins from 24 hours to talk to them from your so called busy day..
These might be small things but they are THE most important; these are things that will remain etched in your memory for ever n ever, that add life to your current no-life! While my quest towards living a meaningful and fulfilling life is on, I pray to the almighty to teach me how to FEEL.... and CRY!
